Friday, March 29, 2013

UVERworld - The Over



I love this song very, very, very much, so much so that I think my heart will break and explode and shatter and then I'll die - it's such a heartbreaking song, and I literally cried when I read the translation. It still pains me even now, every time I hear this song, because it is just so sad, yet emotionally beautiful. Takuya always writes powerful, meaningful lyrics - he really has this talent. The music also WINS! Kudos to UVERworld. Keep making great music!

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UVERworld – THE OVER
Lyrics: TAKUYA∞
Composition: UVERworld




Saigo made usotsuite madee hitori ni narou to suru nda ne
Nanimo kamo iya ni natte shimau hodo jibun no koto wo shirisugite iru kara
Itsukara ka boku wa mou nigeyou to shiteta

Nanimo nai no ni to ni kaku zutto kanashikute tamaranakatta
Konna jidai de ari no mama de ikitekeru wake nante nakatta shi
Taisetsu na kimi dake wa ushinaitakunai kara hontou no jibun wo kakushite mata tsukuro tte yuku
Boku wa itsuka ushinatte shimau wakatteru kara modokashii yo

TEREBI no naka no haiyuu ya daifugou ya BIGGU SUTAA nara
Kimi wo manzoku sasereru darou soshite shiawase ni mo suru darou
Demo boku wa kimi wo omou shika nai boku wa kimi wo omou shika nai
Tsutaeyou to shite sora wo nagame tachidomaru
Kasa wo sasuka douka mayou hodo no ame omoikiri no nai sa wa boku no you datta

Akirame nagara ikite yuku mainichi wa nani wo shite mo kanashii dake datta
Dare yori mo aisaretai no ni hitori ni narou to shite ita koto mo
Taisetsu na kimi no tame datta yo

Tsutaetai kimochi wa afurete kuru no ni kotoba ni sureba suru hodo chigatte yuku
Sore ga modokashii ndayo

Ichiban shiawase negatte ichiban kanashimasetesou de
Jibun ni jishin ga nakatta dekiru dake hitori de ikite kita
Demo kimi dake ga hanasenai naze kimi dake ga hanasenai
Hitori ja nai to rikai shite shimatta kanjou wo
Osaekirenai to mitometa toki ni naze namida ga deta no ka wa wakaranai kedo
Yoku mireba aozora mo ao isshoku ja nai
Sono fukuzatsusa wa kokoro wo utsushita you da

Mirai he mukau BOOTO ni notte OORU de kogu boku kara sureba ushiro he susumu
Boku ni wa susumu saki wa mienai demo kimi ga mukai ni suwatte mite ite kureru nara
Doko ni tadoritsuitatte tadoritsukanakatta to shite
Mirai wo souzou sureba daitai shiawase datta
Aa suki dayo kimi mo boku wo erabu nara mou hanasou to shinai yo

Toshi wo tori hi ga tatte kotoba sae ushinatte
Futari sugoshita hibi wo kimi ga wasurete shimatta toki mo
Kawarazu te wo nigirishime kawatte yuku kimi wo sasaete
Saigo made kokoro de taiwa shite mamori yasashisa wo ataete iku yo
Itsumademo kimi wo omou darou saigo made omoinuku darou
Hitori ja nai to kanjisasete miseru yo

Donna ni kotoba no imi wo shirabete mo dore hodo tsuyoku IMEEJI shite mite mo
Hitorikiri no mama ja shirenakatta
Ano sagashiteta ai wa kimi sono mono nanda

Daremo ga jibun wo koerareru OVER
Hitori ni nante sase ya shinai yo OVER

Saa subete wo koeru OVER

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TRANSLATION


Until the end, I even had to lie, trying to become alone.
Everything became unbearable because I knew too much about myself.
Since when, I wonder, have I been trying to run away?

Even though it was nothing, the sadness I felt was intolerable.
In this age, the truth was I had nothing to live for.
I don't want to lose you, who are so important to me, so I conceal my true self and try fix it, continuing forward.
But I know I'll lose you one day, that's why it's frustrating.

If I were an actor, a multi-millionaire or a big star in the television
That would satisfy you right? And it would make you happy right?
But I only think of you I only think of you
Trying to tell you these feelings, I stop and look at the sky.
The uncertainty of using an umbrella in a light rain, in a way it mirrors myself.

While resigning going on living everyday, anything I did was painful.
More than anyone else, I want to be loved, but it was for your sake that I tried to become alone.

These feelings I want to tell you are overflowing, yet the more I try to put into words, the more it gets mistaken.
That's why is so frustrating.

I wish for nothing but happiness, but it seems to make me the saddest all together.
I didn't had confidence, if I could I would live alone.
But I can't let go of you, why I can't I let go of you?
But this unrestrainable feeling of understanding that I'm not alone
When I realized it, why did I start to cry, I wonder?
If you look clearly, the blue sky isn't blue at all.
This complexity, in a way it is projected in my heart.

Riding a boat towards the future, I move backwards with each push of the oar.
I can't see behind me as I advance, but if you sit facing me and watch as we move together,
wherever we are, our struggles won't seem like struggles.
If we imagine the future, I can only see happiness.
I love you so much, if you choose me I'll never let you go.

As the days of the year pass, and words lose their meaning,
and when you also forget our time together,
Taking your hand as usual, supporting you even as you continue changing,
Having a discussion with our hearts until the end, giving you a gentile protection
I'll think of you forever, I'll think of you until the end.
I'll make you feel like you are not alone.

No mater how much I analyze words, or how strong an image I imagine,
I never knew what it was like to be alone.
The love that I have been searching for is you.

OVER

I'll overcome anyone OVER
Don't leave me all alone OVER

Now, I'll overcome everything OVER


Lyrics and Translation by: OneMelody @ jpopasia

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Note: I'll die the second time if Takuya wrote this based on his own experience. Curse that lucky girl.



Saturday, March 16, 2013

TBR March 2013

I believe one of the most happiest moments for a book reader, or let me be specific by saying a book lover instead, is the moment and time spent to browse the next book(s) to read. It's fun, and it is made even more exciting with so many gems out there, coming from different genres. Finding out the true or hidden gems can be challenging, but there are plenty of them out there actually, so no need to worry.

Some people love fantasy. Some always stick to paranormal genre. Some even only prefer dystopian books. Or, they don't mind reading any genres as long as it is young adult. There are also those who go for romance.   I myself used to "restrict" my book choices, ranging from dystopian and fantasy (but usually dystopian books have this sci-fi elements in them, so perhaps sci-fi is also included in my range of book choices), and contemporary. All YA. But then I found out that venturing into other book genres are so fun, fun, and much more fun. I tried adult fantasy (favorite ones are NK Jemisin and Brandon Sanderson) and romance. And I loved it. I tried new adult (which proves to be awesome), and I also delve more into middle-grade books (a lot of them are fantasy, yes) and found that it's just as equally fun as any young adult or adult fantasy. Middle-grade fantasy books that I read are not even afraid to introduce kinds of serious issues and quite bold in addressing these issues to their intended young audience - let's say, A Face Like Glass by Frances Hardinge, or The Bird of the River by Kage Baker. I also read classics - I used to read short stories by William Faulkner or Ernest Hemingway when I was in my early year of college. I read John Steinback's Of Mice and Men and didn't really like it back then. I recently re-read The Adventure of Tom Sawyer and came to love it more. My adventure with classics has just begun though, and like many, it was actually started with Jane Austen's works (my favorite in the meantime is Mansfield Park), and this has further ignited my interest in historical fiction, really. I intend to explore more notable classic and literature works (as well as Asian and Russian ones), from the least-known to the well-known, from the enthralling one to the bizarre one.

Ha. Quite a challenge. I know, because there's no guarantee I would be able to go through them... but anyway. I will still love fantasy - high fantasy, dark fantasy, steampunk, magic, adventure, fairytale, time travel, but it's really nice and quite a wonderful change of air to try other genres.

Below is my TBR (to be read) list as of now.




















This really makes my reading experience richer, this - to discover and know a lot of things.

After all, readers are supposed to know every little bit of everything, right?

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

What It Is by Lynda Barry

Bits of pictures, taken from my personal copy of  "What It Is" by cartoonist and author Lynda Barry. I took pictures of some pages which have my favorite quotes/sayings in it ;)


"To follow a wondering mind means having to get lost. Can you stand being lost?"


"What is an experience? Is it something you have? Or something which has you?"



"An image is a place. Not a picture of a place, but a place in and of itself. You can move in it. It seems not invented, but there for you to find."


"What, where is a story before it becomes words?"


"Where is a story after it becomes words?"


"What is movement? Do thoughts move? When people are trying to remember something, they often tap their fingers or touch their foreheads, Why does this kind of motion help us remember?"




"Time + place are always together. Why?"

WHAT IT IS
by Lynda Barry

How do objects summon memories? What do real images feel like? For decades, these types of questions have permeated the pages of Lynda Barry’s compositions, with words attracting pictures and conjuring places through a pen that first and foremost keeps on moving. What It Isdemonstrates a tried-and-true creative method that is playful, powerful, and accessible to anyone with an inquisitive wish to write or to remember. Composed of completely new material, each page of Barry’s first Drawn & Quarterly book is a full-color collage that is not only a gentle guide to this process but an invigorating example of exactly what it is: “The ordinary is extraordinary.”

(taken from goodreads.com)


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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Dedicated to Joe Hisaishi

"Oriental Wind" is one of my favorite Hisaishi's pieces ever. I particularly love the Melodyphony's version. 



His songs always inspire me. A lot. So, I made this drawing as a token of appreciation to one of the greatest composers alive. This single drawing may not be enough to convey my deepest admiration to him, but... I've tried anyway ;)

Dedicated to Joe Hisaishi. 



I know the lines are rough, not as smooth as I'd like to draw it.... 




But I'm quite satisfied with the result =)

Dear Hisaishi-san, please keep inspiring the world!