Five months into 2016 and there's been a number of significant changes that affect my life already. While most of them are self-initiated, I'm not attempting to drastically change my life whatsoever. In fact, despite of road blocks or problems or shortcomings, I'm grateful for all the paths I've taken to come here, as well as for all the things that have happened. When I look back, everything has its own purpose (almost similar to what Marie Kondo points our in her book "The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying up", about how every item we have in our house has its own purpose. Even a book we happen to read and dislike has served its purpose: It teaches us that we don't need it). And while everything keeps changing, I believe everything will soon fall into place (with God's permission, and my own will to make them fall into place).
I'm starting to have a clearer view of the very specific dream that I want to fulfill. The thought, vague at its best for years, is slowly taking shape and by now I'm able to picture it quite vividly. It's still a small picture, not a big one, but I believe it'll expand along the way as I continue working on it. How it'll turn out later, I don't even bloody know. Heck I don't even know if I could see it til the end, the fulfillment of it, but at least this thing keeps me alive like a breath of air - because I have something to fight for, that is.
